Incongruence in the shade of flesh

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Spending my lunch break quietly in my car. It’s been a pensive weekend and I feel like week ahead of me. I had the most terrifying dream last night. One where I awoke with a pain in my chest. The world was ending. The end doesn’t terrify me. It was that it was ending and I felt the overwhelming sadness that I may not have done enough for it. I didn’t give enough. I didn’t unconditionally love enough. I was leaving it with plenty of self pity but not enough empathy or sympathy. It’s possible that what I’m going through personally is still going on in my sleep. But needless to say I awoke today wanting to be kinder, more gentle, more giving, and more concerned about the quality of life of whose lives I’ve touch. Today I desire to not just be good. But great. #dreams #ihavedreams #whileimawake #whileimasleep

Spending my lunch break quietly in my car. It’s been a pensive weekend and I feel like week ahead of me. I had the most terrifying dream last night. One where I awoke with a pain in my chest. The world was ending. The end doesn’t terrify me. It was that it was ending and I felt the overwhelming sadness that I may not have done enough for it. I didn’t give enough. I didn’t unconditionally love enough. I was leaving it with plenty of self pity but not enough empathy or sympathy. It’s possible that what I’m going through personally is still going on in my sleep. But needless to say I awoke today wanting to be kinder, more gentle, more giving, and more concerned about the quality of life of whose lives I’ve touch. Today I desire to not just be good. But great. #dreams #ihavedreams #whileimawake #whileimasleep

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